Yeah I just know everyone finds me too complicated to approach with & try to make positive connections with me, only cause of something I regularly do and show that I simply cannot change ONLY because I’ve been developing that sort of ‘presence’ since I was in childcare and still have it all the way till now (so throughout my whole life basically).
I wish everyone can just look at the ‘cause’ behind why i always look completely dissociated, distant & look like “I’m not up for a chat”, but instead everyone only chooses to see the effect & take it as that. 🤷♀️ This whole thing only applies to in real life by the way.
I don’t have any in real life friends nor any family members that I can share my concerns with, cause my parents really just don’t wanna help me at all & always wanna invalidate my feelings.
